Hello, friends! I can't believe that I am finally back with you. I have literally been away from the computer for 4 months, and without internet at home for almost seven! This has been a trial for me, since this blog has been somewhat of a lifeline for me over the past couple of years. I even told Donnie once that I would be willing to move anywhere in the world, as long as I had access to the internet. Well, the Lord moved us back to Texas--the place I love the most--but took away the internet for a season. He has a way of reminding us what is important, yes?
It was truly an unexpected trial, since I was using this tool as a way to reach others for Christ, right? But then I remembered that old saying that a true artist doesn't blame his tools. My challenge was to find ways to reach out--do a stay-at-home-mom ministry without the internet. And let me tell you, it happened. The Lord showed me that I could be just as useful to Him at the playground of McDonald's as I can writing Bible studies on this blog. The time away has made me more aware of the day-to-day, face-to-face ministry that I had let fall to the side. But with that lesson learned, I am back. I am so excited to dive back into the Word with you. Do you remember where we were? All those months ago? Smack in the middle of the life of Samson. You might want to take a moment and read through the last two chapters we did, as a quick refresher.
Chapter 16Verse 2 The Gazites lie in wait for him outside the city gates.
Verse 3 He comes out before they expect him, pulls the doors off the hinges, and carries them up to the top of the mountain. (Wouldn't you love to have seen that!) They must have had 2nd thoughts about attacking him when they saw that.
Verse 4 This is the first time love is used by Samson.
Verse 5 Delilah was in on it from the start. 1100 pieces of silver from each lord. In my Bible, this section is labeled, "Samson's weakness" Certainly, if he had one weakness in his life, it was women. Delilah is at least the third woman to distract him from the Lord's purpose. We tend to look at Samson's life and shake our heads saying, "Such a waste of amazing potential!" But with the Holy Spirit literally indwelling us, we might have even greater potential than Samson did. What is it that is distracting you (and me) from realizing it?
Verse 6 Here we start the famous scene. The one we all remember from Sunday school. I personally do not think that Samson was an idiot. I think he knew she was up to something. He had already been betrayed by his wife, so I think he was wise to test her. I think in today's language her question would have sounded more subtle to us, "So, what's your secret? Can anything stop you?"
Verse 8 She--Delilah--was the one who bound him.
Verse 9 She said, "The Philistines are upon you! She wasn't just gathering intelligence. She was an active part of this. She was doing all of the dirty work herself, while the men were lying in wait.
Verse 10 Manipulative woman! Women, girls, my sisters, do NOT be like this.
Verse 11-14 Why does he keep on with her? Does he know that she is actually betraying him, or does he think that this was some kind of bedroom game? I don't think he has yet seen the Philistine soldiers. They were still lying in wait. Twice more Delilah plays this game with him, but with unsatisfying results. She must be so desperate for that money at this point.
Verse 15 "How can you say you love me, when you are not willing to open up to me? I want to be close to you, but you have all these secrets. You have lied to me three times, and now I don't even know if I can trust you."
Verse 16 Delilah's actions provide us with so many lessons for our roles as wives. It says here that he was "annoyed to death." Basically, this is an example that nagging is effective. It gets results. But at what cost?
Verse 18 Somehow she knew that she had finally broken him.
Verse 20 He seems surprised that he can't get out of this one. I wonder why. He seemed to have had a blank check from the Lord as far as behavior went. Even though he was a Nazirite, he ate honey from a dead animal's body. He killed 30 men just to take their clothes and settle a bet. He married a foreign woman and had several affairs, all without any recorded repercussion from the Lord. So why did the Lord leave him now? My guess is that Samson had begun to think of his strength as his own. I think he knew that the length of his hair wasn't really the source of his strength. But the fact that he was willing to cut off the visual symbol of his unique relationship with God tells me that he had forgotten the true source of his strength.
We have to be careful not to claim our God-given talents as our own. He has all the power to take them back if we need a reminder of who controls these things.
Verse 21 Capture and humiliation.
Verse 22 The hair began to grow.
Verse 28 Samson is being used as amusement for his captors. His hair has begun to grow, but we notice that he doesn't assume that his hair = strength. He calls out to God to be his strength. To allow him one more work to take down the enemies of the Lord.
Samson's heart was changed in prison. He was no longer lost in the pride of his abilities. He acknowledges that the Lord is the Source of his strength, and he is willing to do anything to please Him. At the lowest point of Samson's life--blind, bald, weak, and ridiculous, is when he finally shines as an example of godliness.
Verse 30 He bent with all his might. This was not some lean-to. This was an incredible structure that was large enough to entertain 3000 people. In my imagination, it didn't happen all at once. I bet there was rumbling and cracking. I bet they looked at each other saying, "What's that? Do you hear that?" I bet they even had enough time to scramble against each other, trying to get out. But not enough time. And during the chaos, Samson was alone with his God. They were working together in the way that God intended.
Verse 31 Samson judged 20 years.